Anonymous asked:
you are skinny and beautiful
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i’m just not here.
these past few days have been really hard for me. i guess last night was fine, but i reallyfeel like i’m fading into thin air. i’m just not here. i hate seeming like one of those people that really doesn’t know what they’re talking about when they talk about depression, but i do. i have depression, and anxiety, which i went to a psychiatrist for for about 4 years, and took meds for.. they kind of helped. and i’m a hypochondriac (which means i always over think everything, and worry about everything.) so when people tell me to stop worrying about what other people think, i can’t. its impossible for me to do that, literally. i’ve tried so many times, so hard to believe that it doesn’t matter to me, and i’m getting better about it, but right now, NOTHING is working. another thing that makes me sad is, 2 people today, when i started to talk about my problems, they cut me off. literally shut me down in mid sentence, and continued on with what they were talking about. just because my problems might be small and insignificant, doesn’t mean that it doesn’t hurt like hell when i’m shut down. people have been treating me terribly lately, but i’m left at a standstill. i only have a month left until i go back to my hometown, and i can wait, but what happens after i come back? i can’t go through a whole other year of feeling this way.. theres one other girl who understands this hell, but i don’t talk to her very much. she might read this, she has a tumblr, and if you do, you might know who you are.
i just want this feeling of sadness to go away, and to not feel everyone’s judgements tearing through me like swords. i wish people understood that the person they think i am, is NOT who i really am. AT ALL. i’m a completely different person at school and around those people than i am actually. i’m so self concious and twisted around them.. but the real me isnt like that at all…i wish they would talk to me and try and get to know me before they throw all of this on me. i didn’t know that i could really make someone hate me so much just by existing..
but then again, i dont even know if these judgements are real or in my imagination. my mind is such a fucked up and twisted place, that anyone who tries to help either gets sick of me or twisted the same way i am.
i want someone who will put up with me and listen to me. but lately, the only thing i can seem to do is fuck everything up.
C: thankyou
Anonymous asked:
Hi. U seem like a pretty reasonable person. I am having se problems at school. I am a girl in 9th grade and haven't came out of the closet yet. I get bullied for being skinny and people say I am anorexic and bulimic. This makes me want to kill myself. I am also afraid of coming out of the closet because my parents would literally disown me. I don't know what to do. Please help
First what you need to do is realize that youre fucking beautiful. No matter what. Dont listen to what other people say because honestly ive spent so much of my life doing just that and its not fucking worth it. Come to terms with who you are and realize that youre on this earth for a reason, and that reason is to live life to the fullest and be happy. Next, coming out. People really wont give you too hard of a time if you are honest and real with them and tell them whats going on. Your parents might take some persuading to be okay with it, but tell them that youre still the same person and that you always will be and have been that same person. Theyll love you no matter what, i promise. Youre their daughter. I know it seems hard right now but i promise you youre gonna be okay. Stick through it. I know you can.
- guys: uh why do girls care so much about being skinny? it's so annoying
- guys: ew fat chicks
- guys: why do girls care so much about shopping and romance and nail polish lol so annoying
- guys: ew crazy butch lesbian manly feminazis why can't they act more feminine lol
- guys: why do girls wear makeup they look so much better without it
- guys: oh i'm so sorry are you sick? tired? dying?
- guys: haha girls suck at math/science/sports
- guys: a girl who does math/science/sports? well? get back in the kitchen that stuffs not gonna get you a husband
- guys: why are girls so sensitive when we look at their boobs or something c'mon with that top you're asking for it
- guys: oh my god a gay guy just hit on me how freaking disgusting what a creeper doesn't he have any boundaries?
Anonymous asked:
you're so skinny and pretty and asoignaosgnoainein why cant i be you
whaaat nooo thank you <3
W OW NO FUCK YOU
I’M NOT UNDERWEIGHT GOD DAMMIT
ugh
people
i’m not too skinny ok just leave me alone
Anonymous asked:
i wish i was as skinny as you omg! you have like the perfect body sdljfadkj i hate being such a fat bitch -.-
stop stoppppppppp nooooo you’re not fat and i’m apparently gaining weight so im scared but STAHP
i’m literally not allowed to complain at all because people are like “shut the fuck up you’re skinny already” DO YOU SHITHEADS NOT SEE THAT THATS NOW I THINK OF IT
Anonymous asked:
you're really skinny but your face could use some major work.
i think all parts of me need work so im going to take this as an accomplishment
